20 Things I Want to Say

20 things I want to say, but probably never will…

1. Why couldn't you let me be there for you? I wanted to be.
2. Why would you kiss me like that and then not talk to me? Did it scare you or do you just not like me?
3. You're beautiful on the outside, but not within.
4. I’ve cried myself to sleep because of some of things you’ve done to me and you will never know.
5. I wish I could let you in, but I can’t. I know that I am going to lose you because of it!
6. I'm sorry I will never love you more than a friend. I need the goo goo gah gah feeling.
7. I'm a better friend than you, but I love you anyway.
8. God loves you, why can’t you see that?
9. I'm here, enduring the disappointment until your world runs out on you and you're ready to see me for more than just a friend.
10. You make me want to do better and be better.
11. I’ll be the best you never had.
12. I'm so tired of giving all of me without receiving anything in return.
13. Don't be like everyone else. Be yourself. You’re a kind of beauty people don’t see right away.
14. You make me happy and you won’t ever know how much.
15. This is too hard to do without you. Don’t walk away, I’ll miss you too much.
16. I will be alright. I go on because You ask me to.
17. I’m scared… Scared of love, life and change.
18. I want you to tell me that you are proud of me, that’s all!
19. I love you unconditionally.
20. I'm trying my best every day to be that woman and exude all the love I have to give.